tirsdag den 20. juli 2010

Thanks!.......

for making everything so much worse than it already is!

I have started my new medication and it's totally fucking me up.
I have gained weight, which I'm determent to loose again, I'm even more sad than before and tend to break down over nothing.
And because of this overeating this last month I've started to puke it up again because I feel so bad after it.

I just wanna go back to how it was before and regain my control of what I'm putiing in my mouth, so from today I won't be broken like I have been lately, no matter what my parrents say.

I will loose those 4 kg. again and I need to loose them fast so I can get better!