lørdag den 5. oktober 2013

More shoe lust!

 
Take a good look at all these amazing shoes! OMFG!
I want them all! <3>


















Unfortunately none of them came in my size! Fuckers! 

tirsdag den 25. juni 2013

Me... a model???

Yeah, so the frontsinger in y Brothers band asked me if I wanted to be her model for make-up and hair styling, this Friday.
I didn't really know what to say at first. I have a lot anxiety especially when people get too close, but I somehow managed to think past that and I said yes!
I also got calmed a bit Down by Tanja who is the one doing it on me. She also suffers from anxiety attacks if getting too close, so it's also a challange for her.
So yeah, I'm gonna model for a day for face photoshoot.
Hope it'll turn out great for her. And that we both will surviv the day without too much anxiety ^-^'


tirsdag den 21. maj 2013

So much going on inside my head!

This day has been a completely Chaos for me.
First a meeting with my education supervisor and she couldn't really help me much with anything since I'm not capable of taking one because of my mental state.
Later I had a meeting with my doctor and we talked a  bit about I was not really making any Progress,  I may look better on the outside but the inside is still a battle for me and he wanted me to once Again think about if I wanna change for myself or for the pressure of others. And I can't fully change if I don't do it for myself, and I really doubt that I wanna change, because of what I'm afraid to lose. He then said that I needed to try to keep finding the balance so I somehow can make a day workout for me without too many disturbence. We also changed a bit in my medication to see if it would have any effect on me, and soon we'll have a bloodsample taken to see how it Works.
Suddenly I also found myself an internship at a car Company called CT-Styling. They would like to use we for webdesign and to put up new products on their web. As much as I want to I still fear that it's not good enough and that I can't handle the pressure without Falling back into bad habbits. And that I can't perhaps get a job there, because I'm too fragile and can't have more than 4-5 hours of Work in one day without my body getting all weird and scared.
I just hope I can get some rest tonight with all these Things on my mind!


LOL just found these old Photos of me!!! xD


Me and my lovely father <3 p="">
 


My cousin and me. I just loved that sailor dress! Still wish I had it and could fit it! :D
 
 


I was such a Diva Lol xD

onsdag den 24. april 2013

Awsomeness of DOOOM!


Today I got this awesome garbage bin from a store near by my apartment for free! So incredible nice of them <3 p="">

mandag den 11. marts 2013

Give away blog!!

JEONGIE is having a give away! I really want this lovely things! They are so awesome!
Take a look on her profile. It's filled with awesome and great insporation!!! <3 p="">


http://www.jeongie.com/2013/03/850-followers-giveaway.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+Jeongiecom+%28JEONGIE.com+%E2%99%A1%EC%95%88%EB%85%95%2C+%ED%9D%AC%EC%A0%95%29

søndag den 3. marts 2013

New Shoes!

 
These boots are right now on its way to me <3 p="">

søndag den 24. februar 2013

Once there was a little girl

Just found these pictures of me when I was like 5 years old!
 
 



Wet kitten

My lovely Lulubel took a little trip into my toilet the other day xD

 
My sister also visit us this weekend and bought some chocolate for my parents
and amongst were these awesome cream puffs hahah.
Though I don't eat it they looked too cool not to take a picture of them xD
 
 

Todays Dinner

Making my own wok veggies with strong carry flavour <3 p="">
 

torsdag den 14. februar 2013

onsdag den 13. februar 2013

Should I or not??


Buy this dress??

torsdag den 7. februar 2013

all on sale!




some of my latest buyings

torsdag den 31. januar 2013

Topshop!















If only I had the money!